Preparing

I mention to my boss that I may need to go to California. He says "no problem, whatever you need".

We tell some friends and family. Michael and Elizabeth, Charles and Doris.

I remember wailing to Elizabeth when we came home from the treatment center in San Diego all those years ago. My heart and spirit were broken and I couldn't see past that moment. Elizabeth said to trust God and wait to see the outcome and what He has planned. As it turns out that time in San Diego was the best thing for our family. God knew.

I tell my Mom. She wonders why I haven't said anything up until now. I don't know. I think I was waiting for more information. She tells my brother and sisters.

David calls his mom and dad.

Bobby will be under full anesthesia. He sounds scared. I want to say something to comfort him. He talks about his relationship with God. He says it's been weird for awhile. I knew that.

We continue to wait.